I struggle with the meaninglessness of existence, and I value cosmic wonder / speculative theory of ultimate empirical purpose, as a worthwhile endeavor.

rationalism, rationality, rationalist, stoic, existentialist, agnostic, meta perspective, acatalepsia, epistemology, pataphysics, quantized form, horror vacui, art brut, psychedelia, wonderlust, melancholia, dejavu, surreality, neurosis, awkwardness, idiosyncrasies, nuances, sarcasm, sociology, androgyny, pan/sapiosexual, collarbones, abandoned buildings, airports, hikikomori, chess, stride piano, hipster, raves, shrooms, pcp, blotter, lsd, acid, four twenty

Stride Piano, Avant-Garde Freejazz, Tropicalia, Trance, Ambient, Chiptunes, Symphonic., Specifically:, Sun Ra, Jelly Roll, Lester Young, Hines, Waller, Joplin, Gershwin, Ellington, Shearing, Tatum, Errol Garner, Dick Hyman, Webster, Bechet, Wellstood, Francis, Adderley, Peterson, Bill Evans, Aebersold, Django, Chet Baker, Getz, Franks, Fagen, Bacharach, Paolo Conte, Ayler, Shepp, Pepper, Ornette, João Gilberto, AC Jobim, Gal Costa, Elis Regina, Maria Bethania, Nara Leão, Ivan Lins, Sonia Rosa, Blur, Pet Shop Boys.

Alice in Wonderland, The 13th Floor, Trainspotting, Portnoy's Complaint, Fear & Loathing, Human Traffic, Groove, Go, Brave new world, Finding Neverland , Brazil, Heartbeeps, Borat, Breakfast on Pluto, Willy Wonka, most Woody Allen, most Jean-Luc Godard

Curb your Enthusiasm, Strangers with candy, way_old_trippy_Disney, Upright Citizens Brigade, Twilight Zone, Simpsons, Ali G, Howard TV

Robert Pirsig, Sartre, Camus, Aristotle, Voltaire, Kant, Hume, Watts, Huxley, Pascal, Diderot, Dostoevsky, Heidegger, Kierkegaard, Schopenhauer, Russell, Korzybski, Wilde, Benjamin Tucker, S. J. Perelman, Philip Roth, Walt Whitman, Viktor Frankl, Gramsci, Bernard Shaw, RA Wilson, David Sedaris